And the green grass grows all around

And Just like that; After some time stressing and worrying about Nov 1st getting here; its three days away... and we have an APT! =] Back to being a Jersey girl I go... I must say I love the escape from the hectic city life... Always did and always will.. The conveniences may not be all the same; but the peace of mind and change of pace is well worth it... Only 40 minutes away from work. Very very excited To move next week!

Even with all the excitement, Emotions have been on a rough path the last few days.. And i find myself needing desperately to chant and meditate and just have some spiritual release and silent moments... Bikram Yoga NYC is offering a package for a 30 Day Unlimited Package costing only $30..for new students only.... and by new they mean new to the studio.. not new to yoga..so anyone who does not take advantage of this is seriously nutty! So as soon as we are all settled in my first stop is at their front desk.... where do i sign up?! Follow the link above if you wish to join :o)

No matter how bad things get; we should always take a moment to stop and smell the roses. Every negative feeling brings with it various good ones.

LOL moments

So on our way to CT, we decide to reenact scenes from Drag Me To Hell... which we watched last week at my brother's.... Damn movie was hilarious and very very nasty!!! And this is baby's attempt at Gumming me lmaoooooooooo. I love this woman for always keeping the child in me alive. .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xJpEha5A6gA&feature=related

Journal Entry #1

I woke up in a bit of a daze this morning. My patience is running a little dry; a little solid.. I cant wait to settle in... Winter is almost here and I want to be stuck in just 1 place; with my beautiful wife. Its driving me a little nutty.. Im begginning to feel a little desperate; frustrated; excited; nervous all at once.

So many things we both want to do and accomplih and it seems; until we have all our belongings and our heads and space in one place; they cant possibly flourish... because the main concern now is finding a place we can call HOME>

We actively partake in the actions that manifest into what we call our LIVES, and we dont seem to take note of the mistakes we make along the way; or the wrong decisions; or the lack of chances we take. I am now a LMT; and i will not, for the life of me apply to other places because of the fear of the unknown... What happens when i leave this job? That im so accustomed to? Thats so good and stable for me?
But oh the opportunities i could be missing; to do some serious healing; to partake in beautiful relaxation. Im scared; scared to take those steps towards a new beginning career wise... never knew it would be this hard. I thought the hardert part (school, boards exam,) were over. But i realize they are only just the beginning of some very challenging decisions.

I guess its time for some deep breathing and some relaxation of my own. :::sighssss::::..... all things will fall into place... all at their right time.